The land of the rising sun

Everytime I read a manga, watch an anime, I feel like staying in Japan. Feeling it's life, it's culture. JL is applying to study at KAIT for her masters. I feel so much like going there too. I remember taking Japanese language lessons in KL during my sec. school years. I even took Japanese language for my co-curricular subject in Uni.

But when I really think about it, there are so many things preventing me from going :( The masters course + intensive language course will take 3 yrs to complete. When I come back I'll be 27 or 28.... and still have to fight for a job with those young and eager fresh grads. And what then? I'll still be a corporate slave for the rest of my life.

I'll also have to use more of FAMA foundation funds, which I owe a lot to them already. I can just imagine what D would say if I said I quit my job again......... being jobless isn't easy u know. Also, C is going to pursue her tertiary education at the same time too, and I don't think it'll be locally or cheap either.

*sigh*