Thursday, November 29, 2007

Happy Birthday.....

to me! ^^

Thanks all for the bday wishes and prezzies!

mom, dad, chicco, Luen, How, Jieli, Kahsiong, Soon Lee, Andy, Peter, Jimmy, Zai, wai loon, chia ying, sweeyee, balloon.
All of you played a part in making my 24th memorable....


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Zzzz..... stupid minion

Garrrr...... I'm so annoyed.
After one day of training, I found out many issues happened ytd at work..... It must've been a hectic day for all the techs that worked on the machines ytd.... >.< san fu sai......

However, today the thing that really irked me was about ...............Nya-mah-wheee
one damn shift process tech who basically doesn't know anything about the workings of my machines...... and I don't actually see wat his job function is except to chit chat with the supervisor and line leader... and point blame at other ppl.....

The particular conversation that he said was:

Lemme tell you something, give you some advice from an old man. This........ is not ur place. U should not handle this process. Take some advice from this old man. Girls like you should be in departments like HR, Admin, or Customer Service. You are not suitable for this job. People that are polite and cute like u should not work here. (adds this in quickly because he sees me glaring at him) You will not be able to take the stress here.

WTF?!?!?!? U damn... male chauvinist pig... how dare you look down on me!!! I am technically ur boss.... u do things for me!!! Have u never seen a female engineer before? Why should girls go do jobs such as HR, admin or customer service? Then why don't u go back to ur kampung to rear pigs? I am so much more qualified than u......u minion =.="" And who are you to say whether or not this is my place, or that I cannot take the stress here?? Do u know me? Are you a qualified consultant? No.... ur just a lowlife minion male chauvinist pig......:@) Oink.... go back to ur mud.


Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Lean legozzzz

Today I attended a training course for LEAN manufacturing at Meru Valley Golf & Country Club...... I got to play with legos... haha... It's been a long time since I played legos.... makes me feel like going to the shopping centre to buy a set of them.

The scenery at the golf club was quite beautiful and peaceful.... nice big and beautiful houses around the hillside..... nice weather too... cloudy but didn't rain at all. Training included breakfast, lunch and tea.... loved the sandwiches though lunch was slow to be served.

Just an entry to record this relaxing day down cos tomoro will be another day at hectic work.


Monday, November 26, 2007

Qiang Qiang 薔薔之歌(想念版)

Stumbled upon a sad & beautiful song..... courtesy of starzai. Lyrics & melody written by Ella of S.H.E. Also sung by her as it's a tribute to her pug that just passed on.....

I normally don't put videos on my blog cos it would be very hard for those with slow connections to watch it... but I just had to put this on... her pug is soooo cute.... and sad at the same time...awwwww.... Computers with slow connections may skip the video and just listen to the song down here.

Any dog lover won't be able to finish hearing to this song without feeling a little tug at their heart. I dedicate this song to all the dogs that I have known in my life >.< style="font-weight: bold;">


Hai Ji De Ni Xi Huan Yao Zhe Wo De Shou
I still remember you liked to nip at my hand

Ran Hou Gei Wo Ni Zui Li De Qiu
And then give me the ball in your mouth

Yao Wo Pei Ni Wan Diu Diu
Want me to play with you

Ni Xi Huan Wo Mo Mo Ni De Xiao Er Duo
You liked it when I touched your little ear

Wo Zai Wo De Shen Bian
Nest at my side

Mei You Fan You
No worries

Zai Meng Li Ao You
roaming through the dream

好狗狗 好狗狗
Hao Gou Gou Hao Gou Gou
Good doggie , good doggie

Xie Xie Ni Pei Ma Mi Zhe Me Jiu
Thank you for staying with mommy for so long

Ni Bing Mei You Li Kai Wo
You most certaintly have not left me

Shi Ban Dao Tian Tang Sheng Huo
juz moving to heaven to live

薔薔 妳要記得我
Qiang Qiang Ni Yao Ji De Wo
Qiang qiang you need to remember me

Ni Bu Yao Zou Diu
Do not get lost

Kuai Kuai Zhao Dao Tian Shi
Hurry up and find your angel

Zai Tian Tang Gei Wo (Men) Bao You
In heaven give us your protection

薔薔 不要忘了我
Qiang Qiang Bu Yao Wang Le Wo
Qiang qiang, do not forget me

Hai You Qin Ai De A Yi Shu Shu He Ni De Peng You
And all the dear aunties, uncles, and your friends

Ni Yong Yuan Huo Zai Ji Yi Zhong
You will forever live in our memories

薔薔 謝謝妳
Qiang Qiang Xie Xie Ni
Qiang qiang, thank you

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Sunday, November 25, 2007

The land of the rising sun

Everytime I read a manga, watch an anime, I feel like staying in Japan. Feeling it's life, it's culture. JL is applying to study at KAIT for her masters. I feel so much like going there too. I remember taking Japanese language lessons in KL during my sec. school years. I even took Japanese language for my co-curricular subject in Uni.

But when I really think about it, there are so many things preventing me from going :( The masters course + intensive language course will take 3 yrs to complete. When I come back I'll be 27 or 28.... and still have to fight for a job with those young and eager fresh grads. And what then? I'll still be a corporate slave for the rest of my life.

I'll also have to use more of FAMA foundation funds, which I owe a lot to them already. I can just imagine what D would say if I said I quit my job again......... being jobless isn't easy u know. Also, C is going to pursue her tertiary education at the same time too, and I don't think it'll be locally or cheap either.




Isn't everybody entitled to let out their anger once in awhile?
Isn't it alright to feel sad, feel grumpy, feel tired once in awhile?
How many times have u had to look cheerful and happy, when inside u don't feel that way at all?
How many times have u had to smile, when u didn't feel like smiling?
How many times have u had to engage in polite conversation, when u didn't feel like talking?
How many times were u made to do sumthing, or go sumwhere, without anybody asking for ur consent, and just assumed that u would do it?

I hate myself for always having to laugh off snide comments for the sake of being 'sporting' when inside I just feel like telling ppl off for these remarks..........
I hate being ms. goody 2 shoes, when inside i'm ms. spitfire.....
I hate being manipulated to do sumthing, without asking for my consent.....
Sometimes I just like to crawl back in my shell and be ms. antisocial...... not having to care about my appearance or wat I say.....

Lately, I just feel very tired...... tired because I have to always be on my toes and put on my best performance at work...... I come home late, because there is nothing to come home to. I miss Ah Man......... But this is life, life goes on. I have to make my own living, and not depend on D anymore, I have to be a corporate slave until I'm old and gray.


Saturday, November 24, 2007

I wonder

I wonder........
who are the random ppl who read my blog each day?
who was the person who read thru my archives on the 23rd?
who were the ppl who googled my blog or stumbled here by googling sumth nonsensical?
who are the 84% ppl from Asia, 17% undefined location and 1% Ozeania. (Where is Ozeania??)
who is the 1.7% of ppl who are still using winNT6.0 while the rest are all using Win XP?

who are the 3 regular readers who diligently check out my blog at least once a day?
One using
One from
One from (haha i noe who u r)

If my family surfs this blog?.......>.< omg i hope not...... becos my dad just asked me if I would like a camera =_=""

Having a blog..... is quite complex. Sometimes u can write watever u wanna write, but u will never know who will stumble upon what u have written. Sometimes when u wanna pour all ur feelings out, u think twice about what would happen if sumwan unexpected chanced upon ur blog. It's common knowledge not to blog about work, as there have been many cases of bloggers getting fired by their workplace. Sigh...... there is no freedom of speech after all. I envy those who can blog with no care in the world, say all they wanna say, in watever type of language they


Sunday, November 18, 2007

Free Rice and Stick Girl

Would you pay attention if I said the word 'Free', 'Percuma' , '免费' ???

Do you get hungry ???

Do you like rice???

Rice!!! The Asian staple......some ppl can't even stay overseas without eating at least a bowl of it every day =.=""

Stumbled across a website pledging to donate Free Rice to help end world hunger! OK, so there isn't gonna be any free rice for u privileged folk out there (who have internet access and who are reading my blog right now). But ur supporting a cause to bring free rice to poverty stricken people all around the world....... is a non-profit site that has 2 goals:
  1. Provide English vocabulary to everyone for free.
  2. Help end world hunger by providing rice to hungry people for free.
There's a vocab game at the left, so for each word u get right, they'll donate 10 grains of rice through the United Nations (UN) to help end world hunger.... o.O
So for all u vocab or word game freaks out there, here's a way u can help save the world i guess...

After playing for a few minutes, I 'donated' 1120 grains of rice, with a vocab level of 34. Took a screenshot of the bowl of rice part, cos it made me feel hungry. See that mound of rice on the left, thats 1000 grains of rice there... lol... I wonder how many bowls of rice that equals to.

Anywayz.... try it out and see how high a vocab level u can get...cos according to the site, there are 50 levels in all, but it is rare for people to get above level 48. o.O Some words are really perplexing.

Even if ur not so hot for word games and stuff, just try to click the words and see how many grains of rice u can donate. Cos after u play it, u can bask in the glow that somewhere in the world, a person is eating rice that you helped provide. o.O


It's my bday month this month.... and I stumbled across a cute picture of a bday celebration at The Bitter Stickgirl

Totally love her site.... it's a blog without words, expressed with a simple stick figure drawing. Yet at they say, a picture says a 1000 words..... It's sweet and simple, yet when u think about it, it's complex and twisted at the same time.... Cool!

Happy Bday to all Nov babies out there and Sagitariuses too!!!


Thursday, November 15, 2007

Light hearted post

Posts are getting too depressed and blue here..... must.... break.... the... glum.....
with sumth silly like.....The Super Hero Quiz!!!!

Your results:
You are Batman/Batgirl

Wonder Woman
Green Lantern
Iron Man
The Flash
You are dark, love gadgets
and have vowed to help the innocent
not suffer the pain you have endured.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Courtesy of JieLi

One more..... a song I like.... from Fergie of Black Eyed Peas

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Why and maybe

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Paintball & feeling like crap

Aww man... I feel like crap! Have a splitting headache, a throat which hurts when I speak or swallow, hurting muscles everywhere and a fever. Save me!!!! But it's nothing..... nothing compared to her. She had a coma and landed in the ICU , stopped breathing for awhile, and she still went to work the next day. Even work so late summore..... No wonder he cares about her so much.

Now, knowing about her condition, I worry about her too. She's so strong and optimistic, completely opposite of me.... fragile and depressed. I urge her to seek treatment, she's still young after all.... there's still plenty of life ahead. If she could spend half a year of staying in the hospital for a chance at a longer and happier life, I give her my whole support to try to do it. Well, at least she started to take back her medicine. ughhh... shouldn't think about these kinda stuff now, my head is throbbing its killing me. Y do I have these frequent headaches?? Maybe I'm going mad or sumth.... o.O


Last Thursday I went for paintball match in Bkt. Gambir, Penang. My back hurt and I felt faint that day, but we still went for it even though it rained heavily.

No. of Pax: 16/ 17... one camerawoman
No. of matches: 3
No. of teams: 2.... 8 ppl on each team.
Results: 1 match win, 1 match lose, and 1 match dunno wat happening oso o.O
Bullets: Orange soft pellets, about 200 plus bullets per pax
Price: about RM45 per person, Long sleeve shirt = RM2 , ugly vest: FOC (only 3 available)

The battlefield.

The match ground looks like some kinda dilapidated terrorist hideout. Old tyres, wooden planks, tin barrels, wooden huts, mud tunnel and their very own water hole caused by the heavy rain.

Y nobody jump into the waterpuddle and hide? @.@

Our guns, before they were loaded with the orange pellets. Quite heavy for me, the next day my hand kenot lift up adi... :P and we had to lift the gun high up in the air to surrender. I can't lift it so high, so I can't surrender o.O

Loaded guns in a row, waiting for action.... gogogo!

Our head gear, all in a row, looking like decapitated heads o.O

The whole lot ^^ Group photo!!.... and another and another and another o.O

Our team... team WTF =.=""

Hmm... who's this?? I forgot.....o.O

Overall, unforgettable experience with fun ppl... ^^ Too bad I couldn't shoot anybody.... must be a really bad aim =.=""" Really wanted to shoot him down with the paintball gun....gaaahhhh..... After paintball session, we went to eat Penang's Asam Laksa, Chow Kueh Tiao and Chendol.... I think all the food contributed to the sickly condition I am now.

Went to a big 3 storey petshop..... Awwww... so cute the dogs, have fish and some cats summore..The pug, husky, akita, and pekingese all veryvery cute.... aiyer... especially the fat...can i hug him pls???? @.@ I really love fat things......

Later went to Bkt. Tambun to eat seafood oso... yumyum.... contribute more to my sickness and high cholesterol =.="" sweat..... nvm... life is short, live it as I please. It's not as if ppl would notice if I died.


Friday, November 09, 2007

Cold blooded am I?

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

2nd chance

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Sunday, November 04, 2007

Monday blues on a Sunday


This is me. After work. It's around 8pm I guess.

My eyes look sad. @.@

Gotta work on Monday again, thinking thinking thinking of all the things I should do, haven't done and plan to do. Yay! It's a 3 day work week for me next week. Taking leave on Friday. Gotta go back.... to my new house ^^ see my Ah Man ^^

Maybe I'll take some pictures of it .... my new room ^^ M says she just got the bed in last week. This BenQ camera sucks.... the pics all turn out in a shade of brown, cos the lighting is not good. Always look like a kampung girl when I take pics using this camera.

See >>>> Y the pics turn out so dark one...sien

Must adjust the lighting so many times onli it will look more.....normal.
But most of the times I'm lazy to edit my photos, so all of them are just straight from the camera. Feel like buying my own camera. Maybe an old model Sony CyberShot..... I don't need one which can take so many megapixels. Just a normal point and shoot camera for normal photos will do. I don even need up to 6 Megapixels.

Maybe I'll go camera hunting when I save enuff money. Can't seem to save enuff $$ here.... Even though I earn the same wage as I did before, the $$ i spend for lodging and food has doubled compared to Melaka. And I've made up my mind to give my family some money from my paycheck also. (yeah... I din give any before, I was saving for my grand travel plans, so sue me! :P) Anyway, it's more than one third of my paycheck gone like that... not including all the EPF and Socso and income tax stuff.... arghh..... Suddenly I realize money is very important!!!!

Ooh... Next Thursday is Deepavali and we're going to play paintball in Penang ^^ If I'm not lazy, I'll update my blog about that. :P Hope I survive F5!!!


Thursday, November 01, 2007

THAT GIRL.............!!!

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